骑士

近半年了

沉寂

一改以往的沉寂

07年换了种活法

也许是周围事物的变化

也许是年长朋友对我的感觉

总之渐渐的沉寂了

 

静静的看着

看着自己,也看着别人

看着比着学着

 

拜了张飞关羽

遇过了赵子龙

面对着吕布夺城之恨

也只能自叹"屈身守分,以待天时,不可与命争也"

 

 

 

元旦过了,生日快到了,新年也不远了.迷茫在日落里的骑士也该找到太阳再次升起的地方了.

祝大家新年快乐,多多联系~

当脑子里有无数要写的而又不知道从哪里开始的时候,也许只能帮自己找个角落,静静的,让思路自己找到一条属于自己的出口.

can't believe, I've been in UQ's lib for the whole night~~being really sick about the exams I've being having for these days. 4 exams within 3 days, I've said millions times, but still cant stop it~ it's just to stressful for me~~1st, I'm so under pressure. being suffering for a while about hard to fall into sleeping. However, not just becoz the pressure, the tablets, "V" and "red bull" helped a lot as well~~~~Having Econ1020 exams in 2and half hrs, but i've forgotten every single word I read the whole nite~all this shit reminded me I'm having big shitttest bad luck. lost wollet, had to bring my passport with me for the exams, take 10 working days to get a new bank card......

 

very very expecting the holiday now, even gonna do summer courses,but I still hav a few days before it starts, and good things will come by then~~

 

last Lecture to go,even I've started feelin it's hopeless, but no alternative options for me~~I'm on my way, the shiiiiiit paper!!

回到家已经将近3个小时了,躺在床上也有快1个半小时了.天从黑到蒙蒙亮再到阳光明媚~透过窗看到两三辆车偶尔经过~速度快的看不到他们的表情如何~而我则是呆滞的~失眠了,不是第一天,估计也不是最后一天.....脑子里空空的一片,好象连刚刚复习的功课都快没有了.忽然好象什么感觉都没有了,没有一丝喜怒哀乐.好象变成了一根木头~痛苦复习的时候渴望让自己平静一下,可是静下来了又是这么不适应~~感觉很怪又难以形容!终于决定一个人回到床上静静的躺着,希望一根烟后可以我该有个感觉~考试还等着我~不能这么总不在状态了~